By Bladimir Martinez
Growing up I would always hear people talk about how strong of a feeling love is and how it can make you do stupid things. In my case that stupid thing was believing me and my ex would always be happy and that we would never fight. I believed our love would be able to go through anything and I was so wrong because this is the real world and that’s not how things work, it’s not all rainbows and sunshine.
I’ve fallen in love three times in my entire life, yes I’ve been in many relationships but only three of those relationships I felt true love for. Those three people have impacted my life in a way I can’t explain, I’m very thankful for meeting and sharing memories with them and all those corny feelings.
There’s one specific ex that I still love, I can’t explain why but she made me feel certain emotions that I can’t let go of. Everytime I see her my heart starts racing and I hate it cause I shouldn’t feel this way, she’s my ex for a reason yet I don’t want her to be. She makes me happy in a way that nobody else can, I can’t explain it. But now whenever I see her, I just feel an empty void where my heart should be.
Sometimes I wanna tell her how I feel but I can’t because I don’t wanna make her feel bad or guilty. Plus she has a boyfriend so it wouldn’t be right for me to tell her. But I hope one day I can move on.
Growing up I would always hear people talk about how strong of a feeling love is and how it can make you do stupid things. In my case that stupid thing was believing me and my ex would always be happy and that we would never fight. I believed our love would be able to go through anything and I was so wrong because this is the real world and that’s not how things work, it’s not all rainbows and sunshine.
I’ve fallen in love three times in my entire life, yes I’ve been in many relationships but only three of those relationships I felt true love for. Those three people have impacted my life in a way I can’t explain, I’m very thankful for meeting and sharing memories with them and all those corny feelings.
There’s one specific ex that I still love, I can’t explain why but she made me feel certain emotions that I can’t let go of. Everytime I see her my heart starts racing and I hate it cause I shouldn’t feel this way, she’s my ex for a reason yet I don’t want her to be. She makes me happy in a way that nobody else can, I can’t explain it. But now whenever I see her, I just feel an empty void where my heart should be.
Sometimes I wanna tell her how I feel but I can’t because I don’t wanna make her feel bad or guilty. Plus she has a boyfriend so it wouldn’t be right for me to tell her. But I hope one day I can move on.